A Mirage

I can keep that strong stance, take the pain and remain peaceful. I never feel aggression and turn every conflict inside out to represent the empathetic nature of humanity. A smile is all I need and I know I've done my job, but I know when to stop with the smiling and remain in the shadows. I am more influential in your life despite my lack of presence, you just don't notice it. Social networking and SMS hides the cheer and the anger and the sarcasm and the truth. I don't need to smile over chat and I rarely do. When I smile I feel alive but unfortunately it accounts for 2% 1% of my day, the other 99% is filled with guilt, jealousy, pain, despair, questions unanswered... But I know I must remain strong and for the rest of my life I will remain honourable to my family and never waver to protect my siblings because such delicacies that are tasted by humans such as fear and want are cast away as the world turns into the hell it was destined to become and I will stand there smiling as I am invincible with my family, nothing can beat me with my family and because of my family I would see this world burn just to see a smile on their faces. Now I said the only time I was happy was when I was smiling. Ever heard of a crocodile smile...